March 29, 2005

• Things change, people change...Friendship will not last forever, that is for certain.

  The more I think about it and talk about it, the more it really ticks
  me off... I'm referring to my conversations with Jenn these past few
  days.

  Throughout the years, I have always been a good friend.  No matter
  what was said in confidence to me, I always kept it to myself.  So
  there were times that Jenn would use me to cry on my shoulder when
  things weren't all perfect with Dave and I listened. That's all I have
  done and ever do is listen.  Now that she's engaged, after 3 solid
  years of pushing, planning, etc she has him... As soon as they get
  married she wants to have a child... I'm guessing to cement the
  relationship. Lock, stock and 2 smoking barrels I say.

  But, what gets me is that Dave is letting this happen.  Sure, I
  expected that we would grow apart, but she is blatantly manipulating
  him, putting that final wedge between him and his friends... Which is
  fine, but it is definitely a lonely life to live.

  So, I called up Dave and asked him to a lunch to at least let me have
  one final say, for our friendships sake, to say that if I have been
  negative towards him or Jenn that I will apologize.

  I have always been there for Dave and will continue to do so. But, I
  will accept the fact that this will be our final gathering together.

  I have also prepared myself for the fact that I won't be invited to his wedding. As a best man, usher, etc.

  I also know that for the past five years that I have known Jenn, who is
  a beautiful woman, and has many beautiful friends, she has not once
  introduced me to one of her single friends... Nice of her.

  The one thing that I have noticed about her, is that she is an
  attention grabber... If she isn't in the spotlight, or close by it, she
  will adjust that light with a little nudge.

  With all my heart, I truly feel sorry for Dave... I really, really
  do... If things were not great in that relationship to begin with...
  marriage will not solve it.

  Onto more enlightening news... Second interview tomorrow...

  I am looking forward to it... One to see if they will choose me. Two,
  because I really need the money.  I'll fill you all in tomorrow

  Vx Out

  • 9:06 pm
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